Birthdays

So I turned 22 this past sunday and I guess that I am officially old. It feels kinda different. Up until now you have a big birthday every couple of years. This birthday was different, there was no party and no big get together just a dinner with my family. I guess that is how it gets after you have hit all of the big ones. But besides that it was a pretty good day I guess.

I went christmas shopping today and forgot how much things were and how easy it is to spend money really fast. I think that I have got stuff for everyone except for my Dad and my little sister. I always find that I spend about the same amount of money on myself that I do on everyone else. I guess I need to work on that a little bit....

So no school is good. I am still pretty busy helping my Mom and doing things around the house. I miss all of my friends that have gone home for christmas. It is all good I will see all of them right after christmas in Atlanta. I think that I am more excited for Atlanta christmas conference and passion07 than I am for christmas itself. Is that bad???

I have realized since I have been off of school how much I love my family. I have loved helping my Mom bake cookies for christmas I love being able to pick up my little sister a the bus stop. I have realized how much I have missed my family this past semester. I live at home all the time but I was so busy this past semester that I hardly was ever home and if I was it was to sleep and maybe eat if you are lucky.  I have the best family and I love them.

Now that I have written a novel I guess I will go.

My love to all <3

Its been to long

So I just realized that I have not posted on here in like 3 or so months so I guess now is as good as any.

Well life is going to be changing here pretty soon. I went and picked up my intent to graduate form that is due on Dec 1st. It had not really been freaked out about graduating until I picked up that form. It is becoming pretty real. Even though I do not graduate until May 07 it is becoming evident to me everyday that I have to start getting my life together and finding a job or something with meaning to do after I graduate. WOW it feels like just yesterday I graduated from Highschool. The farther you get into college the quicker it seems to pass. Well enough freaking myself out about graduating.

I had a wonderful Thanksgiving. My family went to the Chambers house in orlando which quite nice. My parents and the chambers have been friends for like 25 or more years so It is like being with family. I love hanging out with them their like the brothers I never had :(

I was watching TV this morning and on one of those shows like "good morning america" they were talking about how families always fight more around the Holidays and thought to my self  "is my family just weird because we hardly ever fight around the holidays well we don't hardly ever fight but especially not around the holidays" they were talking about how most families say things they shouldn't say or bring up past situations and then everyone starts out in this big bicker fest. I guess we are just different. I am really thankful for my family I could have not been placed in a better one. I have the best parents and 3 of the greatest sisters anyone could ask for. I love my family

Besides not being able to breath because my nose is stuffed up and coughing up nastiness every 5 seconds the holiday was great.

Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving

Life is catching up with me...

I am such a bad student. It is only the 3rd week of class and I am already skipping a class so I don't have to turn in paper tomorrow I suck. I really should work on that.

This weekend has been so nice. I have been surrounded by such awesome christians. I had almost forgot what a good christian guy was supposed to act like. One who cares about you as a women of god and looks out for what is best you as a women of god. I need more guys like that in my life. I think everyone could use some more people like that.

I got a black ad blue toe nail today it hurts real bad.

Currently Listening Me and My Gang By Rascal Flatts see related

Life is Good

This summer is flying by. I can't believe that it is almost July. The summer is almost half over. I am going to miss this place so much.

I love my job and the people I work with I am having such a great time this summer I could not ask more a better job.

So the first date is coming up and I am not sure how I feel about it. I have mixed feeling I normally don't go for this type but I guess I could just get a free meal out of it.

Why do we always make things bigger than they really are we should just chill out and take things as they come instead of thnking to much into it.

Obedience is Love

streams of nothing

Alone again sitting here waiting

watitng for life to begin,

waiting for nothing,

waiting for something, anything

will a shred of hope shine through